[ It's been rotating in his mind, a thought slowly circling the drain. Even when he's happy. Even when he should be in the here and now, just existing and just being glad about everything he's gained. But he cannot help it - to be the person who looks to the future and tries to stare inevitability into submission. ]
we do
[ he doesn't write more for a while. And then: ]
I think I might change that. not remembering, I mean.
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we do
[ he doesn't write more for a while. And then: ]
I think I might change that. not remembering, I mean.
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well
not like a plan. just an idea. I don't know if it's even possible, and I don't know that I'd be willing to pay a price
but if I could, I'd want to remember all of this. everything with bucky. the extra time with you. yelena. everything we've experienced here.
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That kind of bargain doesn't come cheap.