Not really. Not recently. [ Steve's spent five years not thinking about anything besides getting through one day at a time. He definitely wasn't thinking about something like this. Not since he lost Sam. ]
You can touch me. [ Steve leans in and steals a kiss before he lays back and kicks the blankets down. He offers up his own body for Sam to explore however he wants. ] Whatever you want, Sam.
[ Sam nods, gentle smile on his feature deepening as Steve displays himself for Sam to touch and enjoy. It's as endearing as it's arousing. After taking a moment to drink in the sights laid bare to him, Sam peels the robe off, drops it off the side of the bed so that Steve can enjoy looking at him, too. Sam stretches out beside him, comfortable and looking calm even though his heart is racing. This might not be uncharted territory for him, but Sam doesn't indulge often. His body follows his heart, so casual sex had never been his preference. His hand rests on Steve's face, then drifts lower as they kiss. Sam deepens the kiss this time, leading gently and without haste, while his hand begins an unhurried exploration of Steve's shoulders, his chest. And after a while, Sam begins trailing kisses away from Steve's lips, down his jaw and his neck. ]
I want to make you feel good. You can tell me what feels nice and what doesn't as you feel it, yeah?
[ his touch leads his kisses then. Neck and shoulders. Clavicle. The valley between strong pecs, the hardening nipples. Slow and without hurry, giving Steve plenty of time to feel and enjoy. And giving him time to learn what he could do to sam in turn, once they get there. Sam looks up at him, brown eyes dark as his hands lead the way further down, followed by his mouth, trailing slowly down Steve's abs. ]
I don't think there's much you can do that won't feel good.
[ Sam's hands are broad and they're rough with a few callouses from holding the wings. They feel different from anyone who's ever touched him before. He turns into each touch, each press of Sam's lips against his body.
Yeah, he's a little nervous but that's not a bad thing. There's more eagerness, more need that he feels. He wants Sam just as much as Sam wants him and who gives a damn if maybe he'll fumble when it's his turn to explore Sam's body?
He pets his hand across Sam's shoulders as the man gets lower and lower, harder to touch but Steve's not going to stop him when he's got a pretty good idea of where he's going and why. ]
[ Sam certainly won't complain about any fumbles. He considers sex something shared, something that's meant to be inherently pleasurable and fun - never a performance to ace. And Steve's responsiveness is already pretty damn exciting.
When Sam's kisses trail further down, they slow down a little. Sam spends some time kissing and gently biting down below Steve's navel, the insides of his thighs.
And then he starts with careful touches, just to gauge how Steve likes being touched. Watches him a bit, just stroking gently, then a little more firmly. Teases the slit below the head with his tongue, makes sure to spread some pre-cum down to make the slide better. And finally, he starts taking Steve into his mouth, slow and unhurried. ]
[ Steve didn't know his thighs were so sensitive but each time Sam bites he shivers and his dick twitches in excitement. It doesn't take much when it's been so long since he felt desire like this.
It makes all the difference in the world that it's Sam.
He can't take his eyes off Sam when his mouth gets involved. Nor can he stop the little sounds of pleasure he makes. Everything feels good so it might be difficult to tell what he really likes. ]
Sam... [ He moans and his hips tremble as he holds himself back from thrusting into his mouth. ]
[ Sam makes sure to keep his eyes up, dark brown beneath long dark lashes, heat sitting in his gaze. Keeps eye contact as he moves his head up and down. It's been a long time, but Sam's good at this, enjoys doing it, too. Hollows his cheeks, lets his tongue drag on the underside. Takes a good moment before he comes up for air, lips shiny and curled into a soft smirk. ]
Hey... I got you. [ Like he can tell what Steve is trembling to hold back from. Like he wouldn't mind one bit if Steve stopped holding that back. He looks down, then back up again. ] I'll tap your thigh twice if I need you to stop.
[ Sam settles over Steve's cock again, takes it in his mouth - deeper than before, until Steve can feel the way Sam relaxes his throat. Sam's hands tug lightly on Steve's hips - a gentle encouragement. ]
Ha, ha, felt rude to do it without asking. [ He's blushing but luckily the flush of pleasure on his skin probably hides it.
He nods in agreement. Heard and understood. Sam will stop him if it becomes too much. And if there's one thing Steve can do is trust Sam. ]
You've got me. [ He lets Sam swallow him again before he starts a gentle roll of his hips up into his mouth slow but steady trying to get a little deeper each time. ]
[ Oh, but Steve is so dear. What a gentleman - Sam's lucky in that regard. He appreciates it, really, that Steve wouldn't just go for something he can't be sure Sam would welcome. It's why they're here, of course - learning about each other, about what feels good to either of them.
Steve's gentle rolls are soon rewarded. He'll see Sam's eyes well up with tears as he takes those movements, but any concern is immediately banished, because Sam moans for Steve - very, very clearly enjoying this, happily relaxing into it. ]
[ It is a little worrisome at first. Steve slows down just to check in with Sam but his response is clearly enjoyment. He moans openly for more so what's a man supposed to do but give exactly what his partner wants?
He still reaches down and pets his fingers over Sam's head and down his chest, can't help but be tender with him when he means so much to Steve.
This is what he wants when he's with another person. The connection. The warmth. The pleasure. ]
[ The gentle touches get Sam to relax into it more. He makes a soft, pleased sound, hands slowly smoothing up and down Steve's thighs, waist, stomach. Gentle pets to mirror the affection Steve bestows upon a Sam. Pleasure for Sam is rooted in intimacy, too. A romp with a stranger does nothing, softness with someone he cares for deeply is everything.
Just relaxing, letting Steve find pleasure in sharing one another like this, deriving pleasure from the emotion so clearly simmering beneath the physical intimacy? This is everything Sam could want.
He closes his eyes for a moment, just focuses on breathing, touching, staying relaxed and swallowing around Steve when he can. Focuses on Steve's strong, warm hands being so gentle, so affectionate. Reminding Sam that this isn't just sex. This is intimacy, connection.
[ It would be great if they could bask in these feelings forever. There's nothing beyond the bed and Sam. The rest of the world doesn't matter and has never mattered compared to how Steve feels right now.
Except pleasure builds and needs grow even with a slow gentle place. Steve's presses on Sam's shoulder as he gets close. ] Sam. Hang on. Wait.
[ He remembers the signal and taps twice because what was supposed to stop him should stop Sam too, right? ] Getting close, Sam. Don't want to...
[ They didn't talk about what to do when Steve felt like coming. He's blushing again but knows that's a conversation they have to have. ]
[ Steve's assumption is right - Sam stops right away, gently letting Steve slide out of his mouth. He presses a few kisses to Steve's inner high, his abdomen, then lifts himself higher on the bed until he can do the same to Steve's neck and jaw before leaning their foreheads together. His hand is still moving gently up and down Steve's flank, close to his cock without adding more stimulation. ]
Would you like to do something else for a while? Or are you not sure how you'd like to get off?
[ No judgment there. Sam's happy to get Steve there, but if Steve needs this at a different pace, they can pivot. Pleasure doesn't have to be linear, after all. ]
I haven't done this a lot but I know it's rude to come without warning a person first and asking if that's what they want.
[ Steve has almost no recovery time if he's properly stimulated. It won't matter if he comes now if Sam wants more but he wants to know what Sam wants too. ]
And don't tell me all you want is to get me off.
[ He leans in to kiss Sam, shameless and unafraid to taste himself on Sam's mouth. ] We're in this together, right?
[ Sam smiles into the kiss. The words are intended as a small tease, but his voice comes out softer than intended, because of course Steve is considerate and sweet about his pleasure. And Sam won't pretend he's not been charmed thoroughly over the years.
At the same time, the shameless way he kisses, chases the taste of himself, is all kinds of doing it for Sam, too, and Sam is happy to provide. ]
'course we are. [ And nothing but warmth and softness in Sam's eyes - he's not quite aware that Steve can go several rounds without issues - the thought never crossed his mind so far. ] And no, that's not just what I wanna do - but I would love to see what you look like all sated and happy. Whether that happens in my mouth or in my hand, on my skin or inside of me. Together, or one after another. All of it feels good to me. [ He kisses along Steve's jaw, up to his ear to nip at it and whisper: ] I really enjoy feeling and tasting you, Steve.
I want to make you feel good too. [ He pets his hands along Sam's shoulders and then down his back. ] Tell me what I need to do so we can make love.
[ Because he's pretty sure that's what they both want in the end. Steve knows for sure he wants it. He wants to be joined as close to Sam as he can. Not that what they were doing before wasn't intimate and shared but he wants more with Sam. He wants everything. ]
I know you, Sam, you'll give and give and not let me give back. [ He grins, amused by it. ] So, let me give back. Let me learn how to make you feel good too.
[ 'so we can make love'. It's time for Sam to blush now. His skin is too dark for it to show, but he can feel his cheeks burning as he hides his face against Steve's neck for a moment, presses the shape of a bashful smile against Steve's pulse.
It's the fact that Steve is asking so directly to be on top, to fuck Sam in much sweeter words, but it's especially the fact that it's clearly much more than the physical. It's about being together, as close as possible. 'do you wanna be even closer', hadn't those been Sam's own words? And yet the same sentiment wrapped in Steve's own words, and Sam starts feeling bashful. The things this man does to him without knowing.
Sam shifts, rolls onto his back and reaches out to the nightstand. There's lotion in there, but a discreet little bottle of lube, too. Sam takes it out and puts it next to the pillow, in easy reach. ]
We'll need that in a bit. But c'mere for now.
[ He gently tugs on Steve's hand, makes the man lean over him a little. Guides that large, strong hand onto Sam's naked skin. ]
Touch me. Explore me.
[ Take your time. Sam's dark eyes flick over Steve's feature. ]
[ Steve moves to lean over Sam settling himself between his legs. He braces one hand by his head and leaves the other free to start exploring Sam's body.
Of course he's seen Sam naked before. They lived out of each other's pockets for a long time. That didn't always lend itself to privacy. Steve has seen his muscles and admired them. Now he gets to make that admiration personal through touch. ]
I'm enjoying myself. [ He grins before he leans in and kisses Sam. His fingers tease a nipple trying to learn what his partner likes. ] Enjoying you.
[ Oh, here's something to get used to with delight - the way Steve fits on top of him, between his legs. Sam brackets his waist with his own thighs, enjoys the feel of how they're laying right now. HIs own dick feels like a pleasant weight between their bodies for now. And if this is good, then having Steve lean over him, explore him with a grin and a kiss, is just so lovely. Sam can only answer with a smile, his hand moving up and down Steve's sides. ]
Oh yeah? You enjoying me?
[ And the explorations are rewarded. Sam feels strangely skittish, has to focus a lot on relaxing into it - on being more passive, on receiving this attention instead of giving it. But oh, it's so worth it. He's not noisy per se, but he's not shy about letting Steve see and here the effect he's having on Sam, the small shudders and sweet sighs and deeper moans in reaction to his touch, his exploration, his enjoyment of Sam. ]
[ Steve drops his hips to rut his cock against Sam's. He moves slow to savor the feel of it and the pleasure that runs over him each time. ]
Yeah, Sam, I'm enjoying you.
[ He could feel a little self-conscious. A little worried. He's never been with a man before but it's Sam who he trusts and cares for. It helps him stay relaxed, helps him feel bold in exploring Sam's body and moving against him.
Steve keeps stealing kisses. He explores with his mouth too kissing along Sam's neck, shoulders, and what parts of his chest he can reach. Steve doesn't want to go too far because he is really enjoying grinding against Sam. ]
[ Sam arches into it with a soft moan, breath stuttering over a gasp at the end. It's been so long since he got to feel this - and especially long since he was with someone he could take time with, go slow with, Steve's weight is pleasant, the way their cocks rut and grind together sparks pleasure throughout Sam's body. ]
Feels so good, baby...
[ Encouragement, because Steve's doing so well here. Sam wraps an arm around him, stroking his warm skin as they slowly grind together, the other hand gets buried in blonde hair. ]
[ He flushes a little at being called baby but it's not a bad feeling. It's unexpected. Makes him feel a little special.
Steve shifts his weight enough so that he can get a hand around both their cocks and stroke them together. It's a little dry at first so he pulls his hand away and reaches for a little bottle of lube.
He's not completely uneducated about the modern world of sex.
With his hand slick he grabs both their cocks again and this time his hand moves smoothly over their lengths. He grips a little tighter and moans deeply. ]
[ The slick makes it good, real damn good, and Sam tips his head back a little, moaning shamelessly. His hand joins Steve, but doesn't take over. He just feels along Steve's grip, tight in the ways Sam likes and needs right now, enjoys the way Steve's arm flexes on the motions. Then Sam busies himself occupying Steve's mouth, wanting kisses to go along with the pleasure, wants to sigh and moan his approval into the kiss. Sam's sensitive, and doesn't hesitate to let Steve know how good it feels - in the way he trembles and arches his back into the grip, in the way he praises Steve, in the sounds he can't help making. ]
[ There's no objection from Steve to keep kissing while he jerks them off. He dips his tongue in Sam's mouth and then deeper, slower, to taste him. It feels deeply intimate to simply kiss and touch each other like this. To finally be here.
When he pulls his mouth away he trails it up along Sam's jaw. Then he rests his forehead against Sam's and takes a second to catch his breath. ]
What comes next? [ Steve would get them both off like this but he wants more. ]
[ for a moment, Sam just looks up at Steve, breathing deep, with his deep brown eyes slightly glazed over from the pleasure. But Steve wants more, and excitement trills through Sam, because yes. He has to remind himself that while this is great and he likes it, there IS more, and he wants more, too. Because Steve wants to make love to him, and Sam wants to feel that, wants them to make love to each other.
He licks his lips, tries to find a way to put it that won't be too crude. ]
Do you want me to show you how to open me up for you?
[ Sam sits up a little, takes Steve's hand and guides it lower, between Sam's legs, until both their fingertips brush against Sam's opening, Steve's still slick from jerking them both. ]
[ He might not have done this before but Steve's not an idiot. The basic idea is easy to get.
Steve starts gentle circling his finger around Sam's hole, slow and steady. He's not sure what he's waiting to feel but he pays attention to Sam because Sam will tell him when he's ready.
When he does Steve eases his finger inside him slowly pumping it in and out. Still gentle and careful. His confidence will grow. ]
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You can touch me. [ Steve leans in and steals a kiss before he lays back and kicks the blankets down. He offers up his own body for Sam to explore however he wants. ] Whatever you want, Sam.
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I want to make you feel good. You can tell me what feels nice and what doesn't as you feel it, yeah?
[ his touch leads his kisses then. Neck and shoulders. Clavicle. The valley between strong pecs, the hardening nipples. Slow and without hurry, giving Steve plenty of time to feel and enjoy. And giving him time to learn what he could do to sam in turn, once they get there. Sam looks up at him, brown eyes dark as his hands lead the way further down, followed by his mouth, trailing slowly down Steve's abs. ]
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[ Sam's hands are broad and they're rough with a few callouses from holding the wings. They feel different from anyone who's ever touched him before. He turns into each touch, each press of Sam's lips against his body.
Yeah, he's a little nervous but that's not a bad thing. There's more eagerness, more need that he feels. He wants Sam just as much as Sam wants him and who gives a damn if maybe he'll fumble when it's his turn to explore Sam's body?
He pets his hand across Sam's shoulders as the man gets lower and lower, harder to touch but Steve's not going to stop him when he's got a pretty good idea of where he's going and why. ]
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When Sam's kisses trail further down, they slow down a little. Sam spends some time kissing and gently biting down below Steve's navel, the insides of his thighs.
And then he starts with careful touches, just to gauge how Steve likes being touched. Watches him a bit, just stroking gently, then a little more firmly. Teases the slit below the head with his tongue, makes sure to spread some pre-cum down to make the slide better. And finally, he starts taking Steve into his mouth, slow and unhurried. ]
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It makes all the difference in the world that it's Sam.
He can't take his eyes off Sam when his mouth gets involved. Nor can he stop the little sounds of pleasure he makes. Everything feels good so it might be difficult to tell what he really likes. ]
Sam... [ He moans and his hips tremble as he holds himself back from thrusting into his mouth. ]
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Hey... I got you. [ Like he can tell what Steve is trembling to hold back from. Like he wouldn't mind one bit if Steve stopped holding that back. He looks down, then back up again. ] I'll tap your thigh twice if I need you to stop.
[ Sam settles over Steve's cock again, takes it in his mouth - deeper than before, until Steve can feel the way Sam relaxes his throat. Sam's hands tug lightly on Steve's hips - a gentle encouragement. ]
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He nods in agreement. Heard and understood. Sam will stop him if it becomes too much. And if there's one thing Steve can do is trust Sam. ]
You've got me. [ He lets Sam swallow him again before he starts a gentle roll of his hips up into his mouth slow but steady trying to get a little deeper each time. ]
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Steve's gentle rolls are soon rewarded. He'll see Sam's eyes well up with tears as he takes those movements, but any concern is immediately banished, because Sam moans for Steve - very, very clearly enjoying this, happily relaxing into it. ]
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He still reaches down and pets his fingers over Sam's head and down his chest, can't help but be tender with him when he means so much to Steve.
This is what he wants when he's with another person. The connection. The warmth. The pleasure. ]
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Just relaxing, letting Steve find pleasure in sharing one another like this, deriving pleasure from the emotion so clearly simmering beneath the physical intimacy? This is everything Sam could want.
He closes his eyes for a moment, just focuses on breathing, touching, staying relaxed and swallowing around Steve when he can. Focuses on Steve's strong, warm hands being so gentle, so affectionate. Reminding Sam that this isn't just sex. This is intimacy, connection.
Love. ]
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Except pleasure builds and needs grow even with a slow gentle place. Steve's presses on Sam's shoulder as he gets close. ] Sam. Hang on. Wait.
[ He remembers the signal and taps twice because what was supposed to stop him should stop Sam too, right? ] Getting close, Sam. Don't want to...
[ They didn't talk about what to do when Steve felt like coming. He's blushing again but knows that's a conversation they have to have. ]
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Would you like to do something else for a while? Or are you not sure how you'd like to get off?
[ No judgment there. Sam's happy to get Steve there, but if Steve needs this at a different pace, they can pivot. Pleasure doesn't have to be linear, after all. ]
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[ Steve has almost no recovery time if he's properly stimulated. It won't matter if he comes now if Sam wants more but he wants to know what Sam wants too. ]
And don't tell me all you want is to get me off.
[ He leans in to kiss Sam, shameless and unafraid to taste himself on Sam's mouth. ] We're in this together, right?
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[ Sam smiles into the kiss. The words are intended as a small tease, but his voice comes out softer than intended, because of course Steve is considerate and sweet about his pleasure. And Sam won't pretend he's not been charmed thoroughly over the years.
At the same time, the shameless way he kisses, chases the taste of himself, is all kinds of doing it for Sam, too, and Sam is happy to provide. ]
'course we are. [ And nothing but warmth and softness in Sam's eyes - he's not quite aware that Steve can go several rounds without issues - the thought never crossed his mind so far. ] And no, that's not just what I wanna do - but I would love to see what you look like all sated and happy. Whether that happens in my mouth or in my hand, on my skin or inside of me. Together, or one after another. All of it feels good to me. [ He kisses along Steve's jaw, up to his ear to nip at it and whisper: ] I really enjoy feeling and tasting you, Steve.
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[ Because he's pretty sure that's what they both want in the end. Steve knows for sure he wants it. He wants to be joined as close to Sam as he can. Not that what they were doing before wasn't intimate and shared but he wants more with Sam. He wants everything. ]
I know you, Sam, you'll give and give and not let me give back. [ He grins, amused by it. ] So, let me give back. Let me learn how to make you feel good too.
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It's the fact that Steve is asking so directly to be on top, to fuck Sam in much sweeter words, but it's especially the fact that it's clearly much more than the physical. It's about being together, as close as possible. 'do you wanna be even closer', hadn't those been Sam's own words? And yet the same sentiment wrapped in Steve's own words, and Sam starts feeling bashful. The things this man does to him without knowing.
Sam shifts, rolls onto his back and reaches out to the nightstand. There's lotion in there, but a discreet little bottle of lube, too. Sam takes it out and puts it next to the pillow, in easy reach. ]
We'll need that in a bit. But c'mere for now.
[ He gently tugs on Steve's hand, makes the man lean over him a little. Guides that large, strong hand onto Sam's naked skin. ]
Touch me. Explore me.
[ Take your time. Sam's dark eyes flick over Steve's feature. ]
Would you like that?
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Of course he's seen Sam naked before. They lived out of each other's pockets for a long time. That didn't always lend itself to privacy. Steve has seen his muscles and admired them. Now he gets to make that admiration personal through touch. ]
I'm enjoying myself. [ He grins before he leans in and kisses Sam. His fingers tease a nipple trying to learn what his partner likes. ] Enjoying you.
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Oh yeah? You enjoying me?
[ And the explorations are rewarded. Sam feels strangely skittish, has to focus a lot on relaxing into it - on being more passive, on receiving this attention instead of giving it. But oh, it's so worth it. He's not noisy per se, but he's not shy about letting Steve see and here the effect he's having on Sam, the small shudders and sweet sighs and deeper moans in reaction to his touch, his exploration, his enjoyment of Sam. ]
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Yeah, Sam, I'm enjoying you.
[ He could feel a little self-conscious. A little worried. He's never been with a man before but it's Sam who he trusts and cares for. It helps him stay relaxed, helps him feel bold in exploring Sam's body and moving against him.
Steve keeps stealing kisses. He explores with his mouth too kissing along Sam's neck, shoulders, and what parts of his chest he can reach. Steve doesn't want to go too far because he is really enjoying grinding against Sam. ]
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Feels so good, baby...
[ Encouragement, because Steve's doing so well here. Sam wraps an arm around him, stroking his warm skin as they slowly grind together, the other hand gets buried in blonde hair. ]
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Steve shifts his weight enough so that he can get a hand around both their cocks and stroke them together. It's a little dry at first so he pulls his hand away and reaches for a little bottle of lube.
He's not completely uneducated about the modern world of sex.
With his hand slick he grabs both their cocks again and this time his hand moves smoothly over their lengths. He grips a little tighter and moans deeply. ]
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When he pulls his mouth away he trails it up along Sam's jaw. Then he rests his forehead against Sam's and takes a second to catch his breath. ]
What comes next? [ Steve would get them both off like this but he wants more. ]
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He licks his lips, tries to find a way to put it that won't be too crude. ]
Do you want me to show you how to open me up for you?
[ Sam sits up a little, takes Steve's hand and guides it lower, between Sam's legs, until both their fingertips brush against Sam's opening, Steve's still slick from jerking them both. ]
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[ He might not have done this before but Steve's not an idiot. The basic idea is easy to get.
Steve starts gentle circling his finger around Sam's hole, slow and steady. He's not sure what he's waiting to feel but he pays attention to Sam because Sam will tell him when he's ready.
When he does Steve eases his finger inside him slowly pumping it in and out. Still gentle and careful. His confidence will grow. ]
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